Life is life

What is the meaning of life?
That can be answered in so many ways and yet not one of the answers can be certainly the truth.

Its really funny. I've come to realize that philosophy...
or at least the sort that is typically learned, tends to have to do with Religion... or God..
Love. and Life.
Sometimes I think its a huge part of life..
I was probably criticized alot for believing in it all too much.
But now, I just kind of want something else to mean something.
I want something to be important.

I don't want to spend my life centered on God.
I think whatever God there is, they didn't intend for that to be the meaning of life.
They love us uncoditionally and want us to achieve something.
I don't want to bend over for some stupid thig I might call love.
I already know I'm doomed to some kind of failure in it.
People these days think its supposed to be some kind of fairytale..
when in the end, we are just animals.
We want to breed.
And a father polar bear will kill the cubs just to mate again sooner...
so what is family?

What is life?
Maybe this conscousness is nothing.
Its just a pure accident that we think..
or think we can think.
When its really nothing and we go about complicating it with more story fairytales, just to make us feel important.
How many people think they are so much better than animals, just because God said so.
How many people grow this huge ego just because they think this and that.

I'm so irritated.
But maybe not so much with people.
Just that I don't know life.
I'd like to know it.
But I know I'll never know it.
And yet I have to hear people so opinionated that they just know they know
and they try to force their views on you.

But whatever.
Is that even philosohpy?